When you had to get drunk to visit me, I noticed.
When I planned something on your birthday, and you decided to go out with someone for supper, and then you stayed for 4 hours drinking, then had to call so someone would go to get you because you were no longer safe to drive, after everyone waited for you to have cake I noticed.
I noticed that you ignored me when you came home to visit and that you went and saw other people but not me.
I notice that you are never on Skype.
I notice that you don't make plans to talk.
I notice. Right now I care.
Maybe I won't later.
Maybe I don't want to be your friend....
you haven't been very good at it.